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Wondering

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

I found myself thinking today if I should set up another blog - similiar to Down With Barbie, but much more personal.

Its not that I don't like writing for DWB, but I think it would be good, to keep certain things - things that are related, but I rather keep on a more personal space - on my own blog. Not this one - this is more for updates when I feel like it.

The blog I have in mind has to do with more personal things. Not necessarily NSFW, RA21, M18 or whatsoever stuff, but things that affect me. Things that affect me deeply. Things that I don't mind telling, but I just don't tell because I don't find a need to say them.

I think its a good idea. I feel as though typing out whatever's really affecting me on a public domain would encourage - maybe even force - me to come face to face with my problems.

Of course, I realise that by doing that, I'm placing myself in an extremely vulnerable position - which I vehemently try to avoid like the plague.

Perhaps I would only talk about the root of the problem, and touch upon the domino effect it has upon of the other things in my life.

What I want out of this, is perhaps, finding answers. Helping others find answers too. Maybe let other people feel not-so-alone. Or just to chronicle something in this part of my life - maybe look back and smile over my progress.

Whatever the decision, I've set myself a deadline to decide by the end of this week.

Any comments?